HOW DO I STAND UP

It's stoping my mind here and now with in the directive of common sence.
For exampel: If I see my self doing stuff that's pre-programmed (following my percived idea of how i should behave due to taugth concepts how I shall behave) and in that being a slave to my mind, enslaving my self to the presented immage of my self.

So standing up is not the picture presented immage of an 'good' soldier just standing up and obeing order.

Standing up I can do no matter of what position my body has.

I forgivemyself that I have allowed and accepted a picture presented immage of standing up as the physical act of standing up.

UFO ?

Relationship vs Agreement

Veno: Self-forgiveness: Relationship

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that I require and need another separate from me to fulfill and complete me.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to accept my self and incomplete and unfulfilled.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate me from myself as another.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to seek and search for love in another from who and which I have separated me.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'love'.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'relationship'.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that I need and require another to be completed and fulfilled.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that I need and require another separate from me to be loved and to experience love.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to consider the words 'falling in love' -- only noticing and considering the word love in the equation and not the word 'fall'.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to dream and wish and hope and desire to be 'whisked' and wiped off my feet by an eligible attractive man or attractive beautiful woman of which I pictured in my mind as being: The One.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to condition and conform to society by desiring wanting and needing a must-have relationship.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to influence and change myself to attract a hopeful possible partner.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that 'knees going weak' and 'butterflies in the stomach' are actually experiences of me instead of realising they are manifestations of the mind.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to actually literally 'buy into' the ludicrousness of the fact that love actually exists.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realise that love and relationship is the trap of this world to remain pre-occupied in 'my own world' instead of opening my eyes and ears to see and hear what's really going on in this world.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to 'fall' into the trap of the mind as love and relationship.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define love and sex under the category of the manifestation of a relationship.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to become blind and deaf by the overwhelming experiences of feelings and emotions within a relationship and closed myself off and separated myself from the rest of the world.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to use a relationship as an escape from the world to not have to face the world I exist in and experience myself within.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that I will 'find' and 'discover' myself within a relationship with another.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that emotions and feelings for another separate from me are actually experiences of me as who I am.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to desire, want and need a relationship.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to merely accept and allow emotions and feelings for another separate from me -- believing such emotional and feeling experiences to be 'normal' and 'okay' because everyone else is also experiencing


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