Relationship vs Agreement

Veno: Self-forgiveness: Relationship

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that I require and need another separate from me to fulfill and complete me.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to accept my self and incomplete and unfulfilled.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate me from myself as another.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to seek and search for love in another from who and which I have separated me.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'love'.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from the word 'relationship'.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that I need and require another to be completed and fulfilled.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that I need and require another separate from me to be loved and to experience love.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to consider the words 'falling in love' -- only noticing and considering the word love in the equation and not the word 'fall'.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to dream and wish and hope and desire to be 'whisked' and wiped off my feet by an eligible attractive man or attractive beautiful woman of which I pictured in my mind as being: The One.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to condition and conform to society by desiring wanting and needing a must-have relationship.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to influence and change myself to attract a hopeful possible partner.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that 'knees going weak' and 'butterflies in the stomach' are actually experiences of me instead of realising they are manifestations of the mind.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to actually literally 'buy into' the ludicrousness of the fact that love actually exists.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realise that love and relationship is the trap of this world to remain pre-occupied in 'my own world' instead of opening my eyes and ears to see and hear what's really going on in this world.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to 'fall' into the trap of the mind as love and relationship.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define love and sex under the category of the manifestation of a relationship.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to become blind and deaf by the overwhelming experiences of feelings and emotions within a relationship and closed myself off and separated myself from the rest of the world.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to use a relationship as an escape from the world to not have to face the world I exist in and experience myself within.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that I will 'find' and 'discover' myself within a relationship with another.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that emotions and feelings for another separate from me are actually experiences of me as who I am.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to desire, want and need a relationship.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to merely accept and allow emotions and feelings for another separate from me -- believing such emotional and feeling experiences to be 'normal' and 'okay' because everyone else is also experiencing


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